STORY: OPENING MY VULNERABLE WOMB TO HIS POTENT ALPHA SEED

Getting fucked hard and deep for as long as he can go… no mercy….. just put on my hands and knees with my thighs just far enough apart that I can’t control the depth of his thrusts….. my head down so my hips tilt my pussy back and open it more…..keeping me as open and vulnerable to his assault as possible and then just taken until he is done and I am full of hot thick cum….. my thighs quivering and me panting while he rubs my clit making me orgasm over and over so all that cum is sucked deep in my womb…. 😉 Him chuckling softly as I beg for his cock inside me again….lying spent and boneless next to him as he pulls on and nibbles my swollen needy nipples…. my engorged clit throbbing and begging for his lips and tongue….. Him looking into my eyes as I moan and tremble…. him caressing my cheek as he tells me to beg for what I want….let him know how much I need it…. Licking my swollen and raw lips I tell him I need his cock inside me, I need him to fill my tight, wet, pink pussy….. I need him to stretch me with his thickness and bruise my cervix with the depth and force of his thrusts….. I need him to possess me, own me, mark me, claim me for his own…. I need to feel the hot flood of his cum as he forces his cock deeper than it has ever been…. I need him making me moan and gasp and beg for him to pull back…. him knowing I want exactly what he is giving me…..feeling his already swollen veiny cock swell further as he approaches his peak…. I need him telling me that he won’t stop until I’ve drained his balls dry and he’s not pulling back as he thrusts harder and grinds the thick head of his meaty cock into my cervix…. I need him holding tight to my wide jiggly ass …. leaving bruises of his fingers as he slams hard and deep inside, pushing his cock against my cervix with firm solid pressure, knowing that his cum is going exactly where we both want it… I need him to make me use my vibe on my clit as it presents itself for stimulation so that as he is stretching and applying force to my sore abused cervix, my pussy is milking him with orgasm after orgasm; opening my vulnerable womb to his potent Alpha seed…. I need his breeding

PERSONAL: I AM TIRED OF ASS WEAK RELATIONSHIP

I am tired of half ass weak relationships. I’m not looking to get into a “non-relationship” relationship. I want a real, genuine, raw, love. I want consistency and commitment not someone who’s gonna keep up a routine for about a month and afterwards let it die down, I want to be able go about my day carefree and not have to worry if you’re entertaining someone in a way you know damn well you’d get upset if I did the same. I want consideration. I want you to think about me throughout the day, respect me and keep in mind how your actions might affect me, and us as a whole. If you’re busy all day that’s fine, but just try and let me know so i’m not sitting up having my mind travel to unconventional places. I want growth. The point of a relationship is to learn, expand and grow from it so you can create a true bond with each other. I want to be able to build something great that’s not all just for show. I want communication and maturity. I want us to feel comfortable talking to eachother so that if there is an issue or problem there won’t be any hesitance to open up with eachother. I want us to be able to confide in each other and say things that we’ve never admitted out loud. I want to have a strong level of trust and honesty. I don’t want to have to doubt your intentions or your motives, I want to be able to tell and show you things that others don’t have access to without regret. I want to be comfortable to my core with you. I want us to work our asses off, get this money and go on vacation together. I want laughter, effort, and unforgettable times, phenomenal sex and even better conversation. I want to be claimed and shown off, not by social media but from you. I want to be appreciated and celebrated. I want thoughtfulness and passion. I want the love between us to beam and radiate so strong that it’s undeniable. I want this to be mutual. I want love. not lust, not a situationship, not “idk what we are but your mines”. I want love. So if you cannot and are not willing to put in the work to create that with me, then leave me the fuck alone.

If I’m the only one putting effort in; leave. If you’re adding nothing of positive value to my life; leave. If you’re not kind, compassionate and humble; leave. If you make me question my worth; leave. If you have some illusionary competition with me; leave. If you try to drag me into your misery; leave. If you take your bad day out on me; leave. If you compare me to anyone else; leave. If you try to make me jealous as an attempt at hurting me; leave. If you cannot show me the same amount of attention and affection in return; leave. If you do not love me; leave. Honestly, please just leave my life

POETRY:WHEN I LOOK AT YOU

And I’ve written you so many letters
Over the years
Inked words on parchment
Each one an attempt to express
In writing
In words
How much you mean to me
Words in ink on paper
Each letter folded so neatly
Finger pressing down on the crease
The things I’ve put in those letters
So many times thanking you
Many more time apologising
Others planning, wishing, dreaming
So many years
So many letters
Yet I posted not one
Not a single letter dropped through your door
And in fact I didn’t actually write any
Not in physical form anyway
No black ink on white paper for you to hold
But I did write all those letters
I wrote them all in my head
And that’s where they have stayed
Each and everyone
So that over the coming years
We can sit and read
Our letters
Together



PART 2

Take me by the hand and lead me through the avenues of your mind
The places where your thoughts run wild

Take me by the hand and lead me through the alleyways of your fears
The places where all your hopes disappear

Take me by the hand lead me through the streets of your desire
The places where your wants became raging fires

Take me by the hand and lead me through yours
Then I’ll take your hand and lead you through mine
When we both emerge, hands still entwined
We will then walk hand in hand until the end of time



PART 3

some people
escape to sleep
to close their minds
on what
their reality reaps
others prefer
to stay awake
perhaps for
their sanity’s sake
trying to avoid
the dawning
of the next morning
as they know that
in life’s game
their next day
will probably be
just the same



PART 4

When I look at you, 
I see treasures: bronze and 
rare silverings buried in the 
Atlantic, tinted classically 
by the ocean in your eyes. 
I’ve been drowning deeply
underneath for more than 
uno decada, as the axis of 
our terra firma reached my 
promised time.

your voice moves like a river, 
rippled by leaves and stones, 
glistened by the sun’s tuscan 
lights. you sing so magically, 
opening the holy paradise. 
exactly like your mother, my 
genes was set aside.

honey, you will be her living 
photograph. I prayed many 
times, for her warmth while 
day by day pieces of me die
inside. how blessed my soul 
was when I saw her my heart 
glowed, in perfect shine. But 
how cruel the universe is for 
not letting you see her this 
time

STORY: THE RIDE HOME

One thing about my wife that I love; when she gets a few drinks in her, she’s an animal. She gets very horny and at times flirtatious. She is almost always very conservative and modest until she has some liquor in her. We were having a great time over our meal and I could see by the warm glow on my wife’s face that she was getting nice and juiced up.

During the meal my wife had been glancing over toward the bar a few times. She whispered to me finally that some guy was checking her out. I casually peeked over to the bar and saw her admirer standing there brazenly staring right at her. He was easily six foot four and from the size of his arms he was obviously in tremendous physical shape. I looked back at my wife and asked her what she thought of him.

Well she did not take half a second to answer. “Wow!” was about all she could muster and she giggled into her drink. I found myself not all jealous but instead I was getting aroused. The rest of the meal I teased my wife about what a shame it was that she was married. We laughed and finished up our dinner. After I paid the bill I told my wife that we should have a nightcap at the bar before we headed for our room. I told her to go grab a seat at the bar and that after I paid the waiter I would meet up with her after going to the washroom.

She clumsily got up and made her way over to the bar. She was plainly on her way to being completely drunk and I was loving every minute of it. I watched her take a seat at the bar right next to the handsome stranger and he wasted no time in ordering her a drink and sitting right next to her. It was a while before the check came and during that time I sat back and enjoyed the show. This guy obviously knew she was married, as the ring on her finger was plain to see. He also knew that she was not alone, as he had been watching her all night. My wife was plainly enjoying the attention and she had turned on her stool to face him completely.

After I paid the bill I wandered over to the washroom. I passed my wife at the bar but did not say a word. She was laughing at some thing he had said and her drink was practically gone already. In the washroom I wondered at what was happening here. Sure I was turned on by the situation, it was something I had fantasized about for years. But here it was right in front of me, what should I do? I walked out and made my way to the bar. I found my wife and she introduced me to her new friend.

“Honey, this is Mark, he’s in town on business .” “Mister, you sure are one lucky man to be able to come home to her every night.” Said Mark as he shook my hand. “I know Mark, she is a wonderful catch.” I replied. Mark was plainly smashed and my wife was also beginning to slur her words a little. 

“Honey we should go before you get anymore drunk.” “It was nice to meet you Mark but we’re heading back to our home now.”

Mark was plainly disappointed in this announcement but he quickly asked if there was anyway I could drive him back to his motel across town. He was in no condition to drive and it was more than twenty miles back to his room. My wife looked at me with sad puppy dog eyes and I agreed.

We headed for the parking lot and it was at that point that I knew my wife was tanked.

Instead of getting in the front seat with me, she climbed into the back of our minivan with Mark. They were laughing about nothing in particular and I did not say a word. I headed out of the lot and made my way towards Mark’s motel in the darkness. The conversation died down quickly once we were on the road and I could hear faintly the sounds of movement in the back. Plainly Mark was making moves on my wife or vice versa. I could not tell, but the sound of hands rubbing against clothing became apparent. I found that my heart was pounding and my cock was straining against my pants. Then the kissing began, and instantly the two of them gave into their mutual lust and attacked each other. The sounds of their kissing became louder and my wife was moaning softly. I could not take it anymore and adjusted my mirror to see my beautiful wife already topless and wrapped in an embrace with this handsome stranger. She was drunk and she had lost all her inhibitions. They kissed deeply and finally my wife ripped Mark’s shirt open. She growled low and rubbed her hands all over his broad chest. Then her head sank out of view. I heard a belt being unfastened, then a zipper being taken down.

Mark had his hands in my wife’s hair and the look on his face was of pure conquest.

I heard my wife’s voice suddenly in the dark. “Oh god.” Then the sound of her taking his cock into her mouth. I watched her head bob up and down repeatedly in the mirror and Mark whispered softly to her as she worked his tool into her mouth. “Yes baby, that’s real good.” “Mmm you like that don’t you?” My wife pulled his cock out of her mouth momentarily to say, “You have no idea.” 

Hearing the desire in my wife’s voice was pushing me over the edge. She was in a rapturous state and I must admit I was almost as aroused as her. The sounds from the back changed then as my wife appeared to be sucking on Mark’s balls. The sounds of her hand stroking his shaft were also hypnotic to me and Mark was moaning with pleasure.

“Let me get those pants off you” he said finally and in the mirror I watched as my sweet little wife became a naked fuck toy for Mark. He got her on all fours and proceeded to mount her from behind. Seeing her getting fucked like that with her tits swaying below was too much. I almost drove off the road at this point. My wife screamed as he pushed what appeared to be about nine inches of meat into her tiny pussy. I could hear his balls slapping against my wife’s bare ass with each thrust.

I was having a hard time focusing on the road and did not even notice the car next to us honking. A car with two couples in it was enjoying the show as Mark was fucking my wife with a purpose. She was begging him to fuck harder and he happily fulfilled her request as he slapped her ass in between thrusts. 

Now my wife usually has a hard time reaching orgasm with me. She never complains but deep down I’ve always regretted not satisfying her. Well she was orgasming now and that was no mistake. She howled and grabbed the cushion of the seat as Mark pounded her pussy without mercy. “Oh Mark, you are so fucking good” she moaned. “I’ve dreamed for so long about getting fucked like this”. It hurts baby, oh god its too big!” Mark loomed over her and continued pounding his tool into my wife’s pussy. She was going limp from the liquor and the fucking and she looked amazing. His hands reached under her and he pulled hard on her swaying tits. My wife pushed her ass into his cock and I watched her nipples swell between his fingers as he pulled hard on them. 

He stopped briefly to kiss her deeply as she arched back to taste his mouth. Mark then pulled his shaft out and commanded her to suck him clean. “Yes sir.” My wife eagerly said and took his cock in her hands again as she worked every inch of it into her mouth.

He would take it out and slap it against her face every few seconds and the sound of that meat hitting my wife’s face was powerful.

I had no longer any clue as to where I was driving and simply tried to stay in control of the car during this spectacle. The car next to me had vanished and I tried to get some sense of where I was. I snapped out of my fog momentarily to get my bearing as the sounds of my wife getting fucked came back. I looked back into the mirror and saw that she had gotten onto his lap with her arms wrapped around his neck. I could see his thick cock sliding into my wife’s dripping pussy with each thrust. She was panting uncontrollably and I watched in amazement as another orgasm shuddered through her body.

Mark was still going strong but it was obvious he was close to cumming as well. He grabbed my wife’s ass in both hands and drove her hard onto his throbbing cock. She kept screaming for more and he happily continued using my wife’s pussy. I could see his heavy cock on each thrust and finally he grunted hard and I could see that he was pumping his cum deep into my wife’s pussy. She came again while he filled her pussy until she slowly climbed off him to taste her juices on his throbbing cock. She greedily drained every drop of his cum from him and he leaned back slowly in absolute pleasure.

I was in a state of shock from what had just happened and as Mark’s motel came into view I was not sure if I was relieved or disappointed the ride was over.

PERSONAL: THERE ARE TIMES WHEN YOU FEEL LIKE .......

Dear friend,

A bond is formed, through tears and words. Though ethereal and unseen, the line that connects us unbreakable.

Two beings separate from each other in soul and geography, meet through pathways made of dried digital ink.

Both spilling their souls on a virtual world hidden away from their reality. A shelter made for themselves only but suddenly decide to open their doors to each other.

One facing the pain of life seeks help and someone to hear it’s cry. The other a parent who guides and protects the cub from the pain but never hides away for the cub to forget.

We share our days, our dreams and our desires. We tell of laughter, mistakes and memories.

Each inspires the other, to grow and to write. Each allows the other to be themselves without judgement or fear. Their behaviour alters between best friends, wise cousins or parent and child.

More magic is still to come from this unorthodox bond. Many words are yet to be written and many tears have yet to be shed. But the gates to my voice are always open and awaiting the inspiration from the muse.


There are times in life, when you feel like you’re as close to magic as possible.

These moments emerge out of nowhere,

Only to engulf you thoroughly.

A window shattering wind blows,

Over a dull grey sky,

But it’s that petrichor that makes your heart fly.

Amidst chaos and cheer,

Unable to distinguish confusion from fear,

You find that sliver of glitter,

To light up your day.

Between words and actions,

You’re stuck, for you have to make a choice,

But each choice opens an endless door of opportunities,

Exactly halving the possibilities.

Warmth by words and hugs,

Cannot be matched,

For these carve out a special corner for themselves.

With every note, beat and crescendo,

The music seeps deeper into our veins,

Breaking free from the chains,

Of stress and anxiety,

To give birth to a smile at the end.

With independence at the midnight hour,

When we took up the reins of power,

It wasn’t just liberation,

It was then that a magical bird of independence had flown.

With every up and down,

High and low,

We realise that life isn’t perfect,

But to cherish a brush with magic, we sure do know.

PERSONAL: TO REMEMBER THE PAST

It is time to think back, to remember the past, to take into account what has happened, what took place. It is good to see, progress has been achieved, wrong aims has been deleted, false voices silenced, pain is reduced, erroneous thoughts clarified.

Time heals.
Time comes.
Time goes but meaning stays.

Meaning in emotions. Meaning in memories, and pulsating hopes to go further, deeper, stronger from now on. For you have tasted life, you have felt happiness, but you barely touched joy, only brushed fulfillment, only tasted the first taste of life and paradise.

There is an ocean of novelty, a sky to explore, mountains to climb, and lips to adore. There is hope in the clouds, and there are dreams in the stars, desire in the sea, adventures in your muscles. There is a spinning earth in the vastness of nothing, a crazy sphere of wantonness in your soul, love in your hands, desire all around, under your skin, burning in your veins, a craving for more with every breath of your insatiable heart.

So take a minute, hold back the urge, focus and erase all wrongness. Look to the expanding horizon. The sun just wants to shine, to radiate joy, to spent her wealth, to warm the world and brighten the sky with colorful rays. She doesn’t care for ‘good’ and ‘bad’, she just wants to share. It is about time to follow her path and do exactly the same …

PERSONAL: CROWN HER DAY WITH KISS

You wish you could express her divine perfection, her luring warmth and smooth circumferential allure, her gravitating depth, dark blissful present of breathtaking tightness and revealing magnificence. You wish she could feel your pulling and growling, rampaging wanting, raging seeking, hunger-driven howling, panting and stomping, impatient approaching of fiery thirsty longings. And all it takes is a hint of disclosure, a glimpse of skin, a small define smooth thigh of heaven, and your heart stops, your soul throbs, your mind is on fire full of desire and gratitude that you are a man and she is your suave pleasing marvel of a woman.


You know her. Out of the blue, she can be a mess. A wrong word, a misunderstanding, a bad phone call, a friend who has gone astray, a favorite piece got lost, and she is down, desperate, hopeless, and sad. The world is against her, and she is feeling it every day, your beautiful darling, because for her little things matter, details are important and perfection is found in the tiny not in the seemingly big. But what she doesn’t know is you adore her, you love her, in good and bad times, even in moments you do not grasp, in particular in those, because she is life, she is wonderful, unpredictable, beautiful, and she allows you to cheer her up with a tender kiss on her neck, a steady touch on her back, and a warm enclosing embrace, so you breathe together, to give her rhythm, security, love and protection, and so she is not just wanted but needed by you, too, and this is the greatest gift she can give.


You owe it to yourself. You think about her day and night, you sense her presence, you feel her sensuality, you scent her skin and fragrance, you are aware of her heartbeat, deeply entwined longings, drawing depth, pulling heat, engulfing darkness. So prove your worth and drive her to heavens, take her breath, evaporate her thoughts, conquer her mind with carnal eruptions, imploding desires, raging obsession of feeding addictions. Push her harder, take her longer, be more primal, tougher and love her thorougher. Break through her wantonness into the heart of her cravings and incite a burning stronger than reason, past and future, into a now of unforgettable yearnings, fulfilled dreams of lasting devastating corrupting satisfaction, until she looks at you with unconditional grateful devotion, half asleep, half awake as happy as never.


She cannot love herself as much as you do. And she cannot grasp how beautiful she is without you. She has no knowledge about her strength, she cannot hear her own voice without distortion, feel her smile as unclouded as you see, feel, sense her emotions unabridged rising in her eyes as you can. She is perfect but not for herself. She thinks she is weak because she doesn’t see her strengths, she is confused due to her openness, her empathy, and polite modesty, and all you can do, if she is rambling, sad, beside herself, is be there, be strong, and stop in the right moment along the train of her thoughts her search for clarity and kiss with determination reality back into her life that she is beautiful and no one has the power to change this very fact.

Never give up on your darling. When she runs, run with her. When she screams, take her hands. When she cries, cry with her. And when she flees, flee with her and force the world to follow. Her fear is hope. Her weakness is love. Her dreams are simple, she wants a true heart beating with hers, lips on her lips, arms around her back, a warm chest to rely on, not words. not presents, no gifts, and promises. So kiss when words don’t help and catch her when she falls, run with her when she is forced to run, and when she is exhausted, out of breath, when she sinks to her knees in desperation be the one who helps her to stand up again, be the one who cherishes her needs and she will grant you all you will ever want.

Why are you hard to her when you love her so much? Why do you have sometimes to put your feelings aside and force her to prove herself? Why is patience, steadiness, calmness important? Why regularity, predictability, patterns a must? It is a circle of trust, a structure of faith, a safety net to fall back to. It is not her wanting, her doubting, her rambling you work against. It is her fear to love too deeply, her need to belong which forcefully conquers her heart. It is her selflessness which grows stronger, her defenselessness against your touch, your presence and slow and confident caress which robs her all senses but gives her faith and safety, the certainty to be seen. She is afraid of the intensity. of this connection and that is why she is hiding, eluding, avoiding. She thinks you cannot be true and has reasons in her past to do so. So be strict when she shuns your attempts, bring light when she hides in the dark, and lure her with love and undivided attention back into your arms.  

This is what you should do! Put her on a pedestal, crown her day with a kiss, cherish her sweetness and dive into her smoothness. Let her shiver and lose her mind, caress her into blissful insanity, carnal oblivion, merciless convulsion of electrical exhilaration. Be demanding. Drink, eat, devour her inexhaustible beauty, delightful depths, primal sensations, throbbing wants, giving needs, breathtaking longings in your hard manly embrace, ruthless thirst and insatiable hunger for her salacious feminine perfection. Wolf down on your woman and she will scream ‘yes’ for the rest of the night.

she is something. i don’t know what kind of something, but she is something magnetic. something electrifying. something you search for in everyone and find in no one until your eyes lock with hers, until your palms skim her hands, until your fingertips feel their way across every inch of her skin, until your grip becomes tight and she doesn’t flinch away. she is something. something wonderful, magnificent, alluring. a siren’s song, a sultry lullaby that played in the way she walked and you become a sailor in the open seas ready to crash into her. her eyes the color of the water, her voice the sound of long forgotten songs of past generations. she is something. something unreachable. your fingertips are always just tracing the surface, drawn into the feeling of her aura, but always kept at a slight distance. she is something. something unraveling.

she is something

PERSONAL: I REMEMBER LIKE IT WAS YESTERDAY THAT YOU.....

soulmate (n.)

A person with whom you have an immediate connection the moment you meet – a connection so strong that you are drawn to them in a way you have never experienced before. As this connection develops over time, you experience a love so deep, strong and complex, that you begin to doubt that you have ever truly loved anyone prior. Your soulmate understands and connects with you in every way and on every level, which brings a sense of peace, calmness and happiness when you are around them. And when you are not around them, you are all that much more aware of the harshness of life, and how bonding with another person in this way is the most significant and satisfying thing you will experience in your lifetime. You are also all that much aware of the beauty in life, because you have been given a great gift and will always be thankful.


I remember it like it was yesterday, the way you told me you loved me in between our inside jokes and endless laughs. I remember how you laid with me until I fell asleep and told me how you’d never leave. Maybe you meant it, I know I did. I believed you right up until the day you stopped telling me you loved me and you told her she was beautiful. I guess you forgot how much I loved you or maybe you didn’t, maybe you didn’t love me at alL

Falling in love with you is like skipping rocks on a riverbank…except the rocks are stars and everything is so bright like my happiest memory where i bathe in lavender lemonade and lick honey off your gleaming fingertips as you watch me fly with my wings of rose petals.  however, my hands cannot withstand the resilient heat, it leaves craters on my heart and degrades my bones until the only thing left of them are the soft bristles of tissue that you use to paint your art yet our glowing youth has each star strapped around my hands with a silk rope that only a hummingbird in a hurricane can untie

THOUGHTS: YOUR BRAIN IS LIKE A GARDEN

I just want to remind people that your brain is really like a garden, don’t plant seeds of negativity because that shit will grow, I’ve been practicing heavily on my own self love lately for a some months now and being positive, I’ve definitely seen an improvement on my mental state. Don’t give up, give it a try, drink water, you can’t feed plants soda or juice, that shit will die, it was made for you. Say one thing you like about yourself every day. Write down some goals. Try to be consistent, if you fuck up, that’s okay, start over. You got it


There are many times when I have to remind myself that people who harm others are coming from a place of profound disconnection. It is not easy to recognize the pain such a person is in, especially because they may not be conscious of it themselves. They may present themselves to the world as just fine. If you believe human beings have a potential for deep connection, wisdom and love; the limitation in those peoples’ lives becomes clearer

What you create is always what serves you most. Now, at times, what serves you most is also in alignment with what you desire from your egoic perspective. At other times, there is something more for you that you can only receive by not getting what you wanted. And so, we suggest that you always see yourselves as master creator beings, and we also suggest that you look around for what it is about your current creation that you can now see is serving you better than what you originally desired.

Your growth is inevitable. You are expanding, and you are becoming every single day. But there are circumstances that will accelerate that growth, and those are always the circumstances that you will create.

And this is so because your primary creation is always you. You are the big prize, and when you look within yourself, and you acknowledge that, well then you can see the bigger picture. Then you can see why you have created what you have created for yourself and why you have not created certain conditions and circumstances that you once desired. Make peace with all of your creations, and know that everything serves your greatest and highest good



There are 5 short mantras or sayings that summarise right thinking:

•This is the way it is, for now.

•This was my destiny, ordained by the universe with compassion and wisdom.

•Everything happens for a reason.

•Everything is as it should be.

•It is what it is.

Remembering these 5 thoughts leads to the development of surrender and submission to the universe.

STORY: BEING HIS LITTLE CREAMPIE WHORE

He wrapped his arms around me and kissed me as he slid his thick cock deep inside my pussy stretching me to the limit. That initial thrust always takes my breath away and I feel like I’m in heaven.

It had been a few weeks since my last birth control pill and according to the positive ovulation test I took this morning this was the perfect time for us to make a baby. I whispered in his ear that I was ovulating, and I could feel him stretch me even more. It’s amazing how 2 little words can make his thick cock even harder.

In one quick movement he pushed me on all fours and took me from behind. Omg his cock feels amazing. I could tell that his primal need to breed me took over as he pounded my pussy…. Harder than he ever had before. I was beyond dripping wet practically begging him to fill my pussy up. It was the only thing I could think of.

That’s it baby fuck my pussy!! Pound me harder!! I want to feel your cum coating my insides! His pace quickened and I could feel his cock start to swell. I started grinding back into him seconds later I could feel his cock twitching deep inside of me, finally giving me what I longed for. Jet after jet after jet of hot fertile cum flooded my pussy and it’s truly the best feeling ever. Breed me baby…. Because either your dirty little Creampiewhore

DATING: A SURVEY FOR WOMAN TO DETERMINE IF THEY WANT TO CUCKOLD THEIR PARTNER AND BE A HOTWIFE

Hotwife/Vixen Interest Survey for Women

On a scale of 1 to 10,

with 10 being you are very interested, 5 being neutral and 1 being not at all interested,

please answer these following questions:

Becoming a hotwife?
Caging your husband’s cock?
Having sex with other men while your husband only watches?
Having sex with other men without your husband there?
Having sex with other men and your hushed at the same time?
Having anal sex?
Role playing with your husband?
Having a secrete lover that your husband doesn’t know about?
Having one time sex with men without your husband knowing?
Playing with sex toys?
Playing with bondage?
Going to nude beaches?
Watching your husband have sex with another woman?
Having sex with another woman in front of your husband?
Having sex alone with another woman?
Having your husband film you having sex?
Letting your husband pick men to share you with?
Having a monogamous relationship with your husband?
Going on vacation alone to have sex with other men?
Going on vacation with your husband and having sex with other men?
Going to a female strip club with your husband?
Going to a female strip club without your husband?
Going to a male strip club with your husband
Going to a male strip club without your husband?
Stripping at a bachelor or private party for a group of men?
Serving men during a football game or poker night wearing seductive clothing?
Sending men you meet online sexy photos and videos?
Sharing your messages/conversations with your husband that you have with other men?
Keeping secret you conversations with other men?
Edging your husband husband close to orgasm and then denying him repeatedly?
Ruining your husbands orgasms?
Limiting your husbands orgasms?
Making your husband clean his cum out/off of you?
Making your husband clean another man’s cum out/off of you?
Surprising your husband with a used pussy when you get home?
Making your husband suck another man’s cock in front of you?
Making your husband clean off the cum from another man that just fucked you?
Kissing your husband after another man came in your mouth?
Having your husband lick your clit while another man fucks your pussy?
Having you husband lick your clit while another man fucks your ass?
Having your husband lick your asshole while another man fucks your pussy?
Making your husband were a cock extension when he has sex with you?
Making your husband wear a cock cage in front of other men you are fucking?
Make your husband where a cock cage when he works?
Make you husband wear a cock cage while you watch porn and masturbate?
Make you husband were a gag dildo and you fuck his face?
Trying to stretch your pussy to take a fist?
Trying to stretch your asshole to take a fist?
Wearing an anal plug at home?
Wearing an anal plug out in public?
Having sex in your marital bed with another man?
Having sex only with men that do not know where you live?
Having sex with men you and your husband know personally?
Having sex with your husband’s friends?
Having sex with a coworker?
Having sex with your boss?
Answering the door nude?
Walking around the house daily nude?
Swinging or swapping partners with another couple?
Participating in a gangbang (3 or more men at the same time) with your husband there?
Participating in a gangbang (3 or more men at the same time) without your husband there?
Masturbating alone with toys?
Masturbating alone without toys?
Masturbating in front of your husband?
Masturbating in front of a bull?
Mutual masturbating with your husband or bull?
Sucking cock?
Sucking big cock, 8+ inches
Sucking small cock, less than 5 inches?
Having sex with big cocks?
Having sex with small cocks?
Getting a tattoo?
Getting piercings?
Getting your nipple pierced?
Getting your clit pierced?
Getting your bellybutton pierced?
Getting matching tattoos?
Wearing a hotwife anklet?
Wearing the key to your husband’s cock cage lock?
Squirting?
Letting your husband give you an enema?
Using a sex toy on your husband?
Fucking your husband with a dildo?
Fucking your husband with a strap-on dildo?
Being blindfolded during sex with your husband?
Blindfolding your husband during sex?
Tying your husband to the bed for sex?
Allowing your husband to listen on the phone to you having sex with another man?
Taking photos of you having sex with another man and sending them to your hubsand?
Video taping you having sex with another man and then showing your husband when you return?
Having your husband reclaim you after you have sex with other men?
Going to a sex club and allowing other strangers to watch you have sex with your husband?
Going to a sex club to meet other men to have sex with in front of strangers?
Going to a sex club to only watch others having sex?
Going to a sex club without your husband?
Going to a nude resort on vacation without your husband?
Going on vacation without your husband?
Allowing your husband to go to a sex club without you?
Allowing your husband to go on vacation without you?
100.Flashing your husband in public?
101.Having sex in public places?
102.Going out in a skirt without panties?
103.Having sex in a car or limo?
104.Having sex in the back of a car with a man while your husband drives?
105.Having your husband drive you to meet your date and then having him pick you up?
106.Having your husband thank your bull for fucking you good?
107.Having your husband ask your bulls to cum in you?
108.Always having to ask for permission from your husband before having sex with anyone else?
109.Having the freedom to have sex with anyone you want any time you want without your husband’s permission?
110.Accidentally getting pregnant by another man?
111.Getting pregnant by another man with you husband permission?
112.Having sex with string muscular men?
113.Having sex with men over 50?
114.Having sex with men under 30?
115.Having sex with black men?
116.Having sex for money?
117.Having sex while your husband is hiding in the closet?
118.Having sex while your while your husband is in the guest room?
119.Having your husband bring your drinks while you have sex with another man?
120.Have your husband shave you?
121.Have your husband watch you get ready for a date with another man?
122.Have your husband help you prepare for a date with another man?
123. Have your husband tied up and caged while you have sex with another man in the same room?
124.Have your husband tied up and caged while you have sex with another man in the same an adjoining room where he can only hear the moans?
125.Clean the house naked?
126.Cook naked?
127.Be waiting naked at the door when your husband got home from work?
128.Be waiting naked at the door when your date comes to visit?
129.Give a stranger you met in a bar a blow job or have sex in the bar bathroom?
130.Give a stranger you met in a bar a blow job or have sex with him in the parking lot?
131.Let another man finger you in a public place?
132.Dance with hot men at clubs?
133.Flirt with hot men at bars?
134.Go on vacations with other men without your husband?
135.Have one man fuck you in the ass while another man fucks your pussy?
136.Have one man fuck your ass while another fucks your pussy and another fucks your mouth?
137.Continue living a hotwife lifestyle if you become pregnant?
138.Stop living the hotwife lifestyle if you became pregnant?
139.Only have sex with your husband?
140. Allowing your husband to lick your pussy anytime he wants?
141.Allowing your husband to fuck your pussy anytime he wants?
142.Allowing your husband to fuck your ass anytime he wants?
143.Giving your husband a blow job anytime her wants?
144.Making your husband lick your pussy anytime you want?
145. Making your husband fuck you whenever you demand?
146.Get massages from your husband?
147.Get massages from other men?
148.Get massages from women?
149.Let other women give your husband full body massages?
150.Suck a cock after it’s been in your pussy?
151.Suck a cock after it was in your ass?
152.Be treated like a Princess in public but a whore in the bed?
153.Rough sex?
154.Talking dirty during sex?
155.Telling your husband about other men you have fucked during sex?
156.Using a cock cage on your husband to get things that you want sexually?
157.Using a cock cage to get your husband to reach goals..like weight loss…
158.Vacations were only you and your husband have sex together?
159.Sex with bulls/other men on average of about once per week?
160.Sex with bulls/other men on average of about once every two weeks?
161.Sex with bulls/other men on average of about once per month?
162.Sex with bulls/other men on average of about once every two or three months?
163.Sex with bulls/other men on average of about once or twice per year?
164.Having your husband surprise you by planning sexual adventures/nights which include other men?
165.Having sex in a pool?
166.Having sex in a hot tub?
167.Having sex in a shower?
168.Having sex on a boat?
169.Having sex in a plane?
170.Keeping secrets from your husband?
171.Using floggers/whips/paddles?
172.Having your husband use flogger or spank you when you are bad?
173.Using a flogger or spanking your husband if he is bad
174.Wearing a ball gage while you have sex?
175.Making your husband wear a ball gag?
176.Making your husband cum inside is cage?
177.Play with hot wax?
178.Explore robe bondage?
179.Share your sex life relationship on a Tumblr blog, but hid your identities?
180.Shop at a adult book store with your husband?
181.Shop at an adult book store alone?
182.Shop at an adult book store with a man other than your husband?
183.Go to a bar with your husband but pretend you don’t know him and flirt with others while he watches?
184.Drive around in a car naked?
185.Be driven in a car naked?
186.Grow old with your husband?
187.Divorce you husband when he gets too old?
188.Have an open relationship where husband and wife can have sex with others?
189.Never allowing your husband to have sex with any other woman?
190.Allowing your husband to have sex with another woman only with your permission and by your rules?
191.Setting up rules for being a hotwife?
192.Setting up punishments for breaking the rules?
193.Sharing all of your personal communication outlets and passwords with your husband including phone messages and all social media messaging?
194.Having all of your husband’s communication and social media passwords?
195.Allowing your husband to make all the rules?
196.Playing the dominant role and having your husband play a submissive role all of the time?
197.Playing the dominant role and having your husband play a submissive role most of the time?
198.Playing the submissive role and having your husband play a dominant role all of the time?
199.Playing the submissive role and having your husband play a dominant role most of the time?
200.Alternating about 50/50 between playing the submissive role and dominant roles with our husband?
201.Have your bulls be dominant?
202.Have your bulls be submissive?
203.Becoming friends with your bulls?
204.Have the same bulls long term rather than many strangers?
205.Have the bull always wear condoms?
206.Have the bulls not wear condoms?
207.Allowing the husband to stop a date or sex at anytime for any reason without getting mad?
208.Allowing your husband to decide he wants you to stop being a hotwife and live a monogamous traditional lifestyle?
209.Having kids with your husband?
210.Being wealthy?
211.Always telling the truth?
212.Always getting the truth from your husband?
213.Trying new sex positions?
214.Trying new sex techniques?
215.Watching porn with your husband?
216.Watching porn alone?
217.Privacy while talking to other en on the phone?
218.Privacy while on the computer chatting with other men?
219.Fulfilling your husbands fantasies?
220.Fulfilling your fantasies?
221.Sharing your fantasies with your husband?
222.Hearing your husband’s fantasies?
223.Having a fit muscular husband?
224.Using nipple clamps during sex?
225.Having your husband use a pussy pump on you?
226.Using a penis pump on your husband?
227.Using a sex swing with your husband?
228.Using a sex swing with other men?
229.Role playing with your husband (doctor/patient, student/teacher, master/slave)
230.Playing sex games with your husband?
231.Playing sex games with others?
232.Hiding your sexual activities from friends and family?
233.Having similar interests are your husband?
234.You husband having similar interests as you?
235.Sacrificing to give you husband pleasure?
236.You husband sacrificing to give you pleasure?
237.Sleeping naked in bed with your husband nightly?
238.Having your husband wake you up in the middle of the night for sex?
239.Waking your husband up in the middle of the night for sex?
240.Knowing where your husband is all the time?
241.Spending nights in bed alone without your husband?
242.Always sleeping with your husband?
243.Always sleeping with someone?
244.Never sleeping alone?
245.Showing public displays of affection?
246.Having sex while having your period?
247.Playfully humiliating your husband when having sex alone with him?
248.Playfully humiliating your husband with having sex with another man in front of you husband?

On a scale of 1 to 10,

with 10 being you are most important and 1 being not important at all,

please answer these following questions:

How important is:

Trust in your marriage?
Sex in your marriage?
Honesty in your marriage?
Wealth in your marriage?
Health in your marriage?
Kids in your marriage?
Having time to spend with your friends?
Having time alone?
Having time to spend with family?
Sharing home chores?
Shopping together?
Working together?
Both having jobs?
Being a housewife?

How many kids do you want to have?

How would you feel if you had no kids with your husband?

Can you accept being a stepmother and treat your husbands kids as your own?

How would you feel about becoming pregnant by a man other than your husband?

At what age do you want to retire?

Where would you like to live when you retire?

What is an ideal sized home for you and your husband?

A. very small, 1 bedroom, 1 bathroom, living room, kitchen, laundry room

B. small - 2 bedroom, living room, kitchen, laundry room

C. medium - 2-3 bedrooms, living room, dining room, kitchen, laundry room, game room

D. large -3-4 bedrooms, living room, dining room, kitchen, laundry room, game room, garage, big yard

E. very big - 3-4 bedrooms, living room, dining room, kitchen, laundry room, game room, large yard, garage, pool

Explain why that is your ideal home size:

Would you rather go to the movies or watch a movie at home?

Who do you prefer does the:

(husband, wife, both equally, husband most of the time, wife most of the time)

Laundry

Cooking

Cleaning

Making the bed
Yard work

Gardening

Driving

Shopping

Dishes

Banking/accounting

Work - earring money

Initiating sex

Ironing

Decorating

Planning vacations

Deciding where to spend money

How many times a month would be an ideal number of time to have sex?

Do you think men or women desire sex more?

What are your true feelings about the hotwife or vixen lifestyle?

Do you feel you that a hotwife or vixen lifestyle is right for you? Explain

How important is your partners appearance?

How important is your husband’s physical appearance?

Are you interested in becoming a hotwife/vixen?

Why or why not:

What rules would you like to have if living a non traditional marriage?

Is your husband’s cock enough to keep you totally satisfied?

What more could your husband do to keep you sexually satisfied?

POETRY: MY HEART WAS LOST AND NOW IT'S FOUND

Please, please pardon me
can you tell me if you see
My years of pointless time
all spent just trying to find
Love's meaning, life's desire
A love to set my soul on fire

I lived this life in such loss
paid a cold and tragic cost
A heart alone will truly cry
if left too long will surely die
My life alone, in dark's abound
waiting for my heart to be found

on that fateful day and by chance
in love's glimmer I felt romance
stunned by the very sight of you
and love's meaning I finally knew
you touched the very soul of me
this sweet love has set me free
from a life with no possibility

Love echoes this heart of mine
your touch is so tender, so kind
Like the sweetness of a new day
this light of love shows my way
in your kiss a rapture all complete
gentle loving made it all so sweet
no questions of how it could seem
for fear I'll awake from this dream
Now in love's bright and joyful sound
my heart was lost and now it's found

PART 2

In the canyons of my loving Echoes resound in the chasms of a deathly gloom Emptiness here in the dust of a thousand kisses You gone in the mirage of a forgotten happiness Desolate here in my loneliness And in the distance -- Rivers of longing Hope in a shimmering illusion Reaching out through the dusty storms of our parting Grasping at the distant dream And hoping, hoping the river is reality

PART 3

You drive me insane
For being away for so long.
You make me have lonely nights
Without knowing when it would end.

You make my heart skip a beat
Everytime I see your face.
You swiftly set my heart ablaze
Everytime I hear your voice.

You send chills all  through my veins
Whenever you're around.
You break down all my defenses
Making me lose my senses.

Flowing out of my body is
This river of joy.
Coming out of my spirit
Is this ocean of peace.

You keep me in suspense
Knowing I always want you.
You'll never be a stranger to me
Because forever, you're mine.

PART 4

What makes me so sure that my search for finding the one
     is accomplished?
     What feeling makes this so sure,
     and what love makes this heart complete?
     What tears shed makes her worth all the hurt,
      guilt,and pain?
     What joy given and received makes her
      the holder of my heart?
     What thought indulged makes her vulnerable to my flesh,
      the desire of my heart?
     What need makes her the blood that flows through my veins,
      the air that I breathe?
     And what memory keeps her constantly on my mind?
     But what feeling is this that I question
      for the first time?