PERSONAL: You’re Not Reading This By Accident

You’re Not Reading This By Accident

This is meant for you. There is this feeling that universe and life is random , that unexpected things could happen, ..it might be true, but I have a feeling in the air that today is different. ...that your soul will see mine and it kind of went...."Oh there you are. I've been looking for you."

I really don't wast time with the wrong people. If I have to speculate if you loves me and wants to be with me, chances are you are not. It’s not that complicated. I hate wasting moments waiting and wondering.  I don't  throw away my time dreaming of someone that doesn’t want me. No one is that amazing, certainly not the one who would pass me up. No one is always busy. It’s always about priorities. You will always find time for the people that are important to you. So if respond...respond only if you want to really really be with me.

There are people who can walk away from you… and I let them walk. I am not the type of person who trys to talk another person into staying with me, loving me, calling me, caring about me, coming to see me, staying attached to me… My destiny is never tied to anybody that left. And it doesn’t mean that they are a bad person, it just means that their part in the story is over

I know you are not going to believe me..but when you start to know someone, all their physical characteristics start to disappear. You begin to dwell in their energy, recognize the scent of their skin. You see only the essence of the person, not the shell. That’s why you can’t fall in love with beauty. You can lust after it, be infatuated by it, want to own it. You can love it with your eyes and your body but not your heart. And that’s why, when you really connect with a person’s inner self, any physical imperfections disappear, become irrelevant. That's what I learn.

It’s easy to take off your clothes and have sex. People do it all the time. But opening up your soul to someone, letting them into your spirit, thoughts, fears, future, hopes, dreams… that is being naked. It’s not always about sex, sometimes the best type of intimacy is where you just lay back, laugh together at the stupidest things, hold each other, and enjoy each others company.

I am looking for someone who try their hardest to be good enough for everyone; who spend hours reading random quotes to find the right one; who listen to the same song dozens of times because the lyrics mean a lot; who deserve so much more than they get and are willing to fight for it and those who wished upon a star, wasted on someone that will never care; and to the beautiful people that feel lonely in their heart. And if you think that is you...then be with me and let’s spend our nights eating cereal on the floor when there is a perfectly fine table behind us. Be with me so we can go to the movie theatre and sit in the very back row just to make out like kids falling in love for the first time. Marry me..so we’ll paint the rooms of our house and get more paint on us than on the walls. Marry me..so we can hold hands and go to parties that we end up ditching to drink wine out of the bottle in the bathtub together.