POETRY: TO LIVE IS TO LONG FOR YOU

We've seen each other once and yet I can picture you so clearly,
deep down in the mist of my soul I feel you here with me.
Each time we talk together on the phone,
and share our fantasy thrill,
I bond together with you more but I don't know if it's real.
I don't want to rush into something that
I'm not to sure could be and be disappointed...
if your feelings are different toward me.
So I continue to wonder and build up this lust,
(or is it love?) I have for you,
and carry on the conversations that we've carried on before.
And  hope that someday soon, one of us will score.


2

You have taken the winds away from me
With words that calmed the storm of my life.
You brought me within the proximity of your reach
And smoothly chased the solitude away.
An unbridled passion, adorned with golden dreams,
Replaces loneliness my mind has long forsaken.
And being condemned to missing knowledge of life
The knowledge of your love redeemed the loss.
Then my heart, like the eyes of an eagle,
Truly, passionately seeks and finds you.
Doubts, anyway, aren?t a comparison to my strong love
For you're the only anchor of my soul.


3

I've been watching you
     I lack the courage to tell
Never had a chance
     to show you how I feel
I've been eyeing you
     wishing you'll one day be mine
A secret kept
     deep in my heart I dream about you

See you walk down the street
     keeps my temperature rising high
Gradually losing my mind
     for keeping this secret in my mind
This love is growing strong
     can't get you out of my head
Your rescue I aspire
     telling me you feel the same way too

Mountains of lust
     fantasy stronger than a crush
Wilderness of pleasures
     ecstasy of love fills my heart
Wish you had a clue
     multitude of feelings burning in me
You're changing me
     the secret crush...is crushing me.



4

To live is to long for, and I long for you
    Look in my eyes and you'll see,
    they will be my truest measure of myself to you
    for my mouth, can hide
    as well as yours, words of fire that only burn.
    yet your eyes are as deep as the ocean blue
    reflecting the starlight upon its surface
    with sparks of etherial beauty, every now and then
    like an angel of light, lost in this world that isn't true
    and your hair gleams with the subtle warmth of a golden sun
    with a wild streak or redness that burns for fun
    as subtle as an autum dusk setting into night.
    And every now and then, when my eyes see you near,
    a warm flutter strikes my midchest
    but when you turn your head and glance at the rest
    my flutter turns into a restless flame
    for now I can surely, know to myself
    my feeling to you, are above the best.