POETRY: THE KEY OF MY HEART

your soft tender eyes haunt me,
your gentle seductive voice enchants me
i try to escape that my heart is continually seeking yours.

passion and desire burns deep within my soul for you
it is so intense, i struggle with myself
knowing i should let you go.
 
i fear you will hurt me
yet, i long to be with you
for you are my heart's desire.

wishing you were here with me
to hold me in your gentle arms
and delicatly kiss my tender lips.

if i fully give myself to you,
you have the power to break me
in ways you're not even aware.

my soul is on fire with an intense deep desire for you,
but as of now, i'm unwilling to allow myself to give in completely
i want to run from you and hide for fear of being hurt.

at the same time, i want you to convince me
you'll stay and love me, and i have nothing to fear
do with me what you will, but don't abandon me.

i have been trying to leave,
but at the same time trying to get your attention
so, you won't let me go.


2


Time in small fragments
Capturing moments of
  freedom
Release from capture, in
  the forest of amazement
Vivid colors of a floral
  cascade
In the hidden valley of
  love
Wherein I found my place,
  and was happy
Interludes in this haven
  of caring
In ecstasy with being
  free

Time captured in these
  delightful interludes
Here among the undergrowth
  of sensuous touching
Embracing the dark green
  leaves of a rose
A perfection in pink
  dazzling my mind
In the persuasion of a
  loving entanglement
Among the flowers of
  heavenly blue
Interludes of passion
        with you





3


to touch
your naked, blushing,
body,
look into
your beautiful, passionate
eyes
feel the love
in your exploring lips,
to hear you
cry out
in sensual pleasure
to taste
your warm
skin,
and smell
that haunting
scent
that only you
posses,
could make my body
ache and come forever.
i love you.



4



It is impossible to capture in words
the feelings I have for you
They are the strongest feelings
I have ever had about anything
yet when I try to tell you them
or try to write them to you
the words do not even begin to touch
the depths of my feelings
And though I cannot explain the essence
of  these phenomenal feelings
I can tell you what I feel when I am with you
When I am with you it is as if
I were a bird flying freely in the clear, blue sky
When I am with you it is as if
I were a flower opening up my petals of life
When I am with you it is as if
I were the waves of the ocean crashing strongly
against the shore
When I am with you it is as if
I were the rainbow after the storm
proudly showing my colors
When I am with you it is as if
everything that is beautiful surrounds us
This is just a very small part of how wonderful I feel
when I am with you
Maybe the word "love" was invented to explain
the deep, all-encompassing feelings I have for you
but somehow it is not strong enough
But since it is the best word there is
let me tell you a thousand times
I love you more than "love"





5



I didn't write you
    a love song
       recently
Not because I
    don't love you
On the contrary
   because I love you
          more
The words don't give
       the message
    I want to convey

I didn't write you
    a love song
      yesterday
Or for many days
      gone by
But suddenly the
     words came to me
In a jumble of
       kisses
And thoughts of
        just being
             with you

I didn't write you
    a love song
 Until today
And now I can
      write
  the melody of dreams
Of soon, being in
       an avenue of trees
Arm in arm with
      you
Drifting in the misty
   morning clouds
       of a lover's thoughts
           with you

I wrote you a love song
        today
And it went like this
 -- I have thought
   of you, and us
And each time it
     grows more
          like a dream
The life time of
     a wish
Revealed in a
       single glance
When eyes met,
      lips touched
And we never
    looked back
       in our dream

I wrote you a love song
        today
And suddenly
     I was happy
         again




6

The holder to the key of my heart
Is you.
You are the only person
That my heart opens to.

If my contact with you
Ever came to an end,
My heart may never
Be opened again.

I knew there was a beautiful princess
For me out there somewhere.
And now that I have found you,
Life without you would be too much to bear.

My heart remains closed and locked
When we're apart.
Because only you... are the true holder
Of the key to my heart.