POETRY: SO HERE IS MY HEART

I try to imagine
The possibilities of us together
I create scenes and conversations
A hundred and one different ways
You could tell me you loved me
I pretend I'm answering you
I can almost hear our voices
Exchanging sentences
Sometimes, I swear I can feel
The warmth of your arms
Embracing me
And the whispers of love
Echoing in my ears
Pain overwhelms me
When I realize
It was only a daydream



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It's not a figure of my imagination
The image I create in my mind is something deeper than
'Loves' own define.
The definition for my feelings is a word that's nonexisting,
At least not in this lifetime.
You can't read my mind, so there is no way you
can explain this feeling that dwells so deeply,
digging open this space in my heart that's locked and shut
by hard steel doors.
I thought I had lost the key somewhere or someone had
stole it from me a long time ago.
Or maybe it has nothing to do with a key......
Maybe, My heart just welcomes you.


3

For thy love, I give thee my all
O'er the wonders that thou have filled mine heart with
Thy pleasure hath become mine
And thy pain is that I suffer?
I have yet become a part of thee
And one, hath we become


4

Maybe things are meant to be this way,
To be lost and found by someone else.
Maybe life is fashioned this way,
To hope and lose hope, when there's no help.
Maybe love will continue,
For joy to fill my heart because of you.

The pain I thought would last forever,
Is what you came to take away.
The life I thought would remain the same,
Is what you changed without blame.
The mountain I thought was here to stay,
Is what you came to move away.

If I have shed some tears,
Tears could not have changed things.
If I have tied up my heart,
Words could not have untied it.
If I have won a lottery,
Money could not have brought this joy.

How sweet and pleasant is it,
To see a queen like you change my life.
How wonderful and marvelous is it,
To know you're always there for me.
How joyful and uplifting is it,
To realize you're the reason for what I am.



5

To me you are the one.
The one I need.
The one I love.
I was lost in a maze of my life.
But you found me.
You led me out.
To me you are the one.
The one for me.
I love you.
For you are a rose among thorns


6

Here is my heart
It is yours to have

I give you my heart
i give you my life
I give you all this...

Your eyes, your mouth
Your sweet caress
Your love, your laugh
your sweet tenderness

We love, we laugh
until our lives have passed
till we can say- we gave it all we had

As i sit and write this I'm thinking only of you.
your eyes, smile, and those divine lips and...
How i could reach the stars- in just one kiss.

Your dynamite
your my lover for life.

I give you all of me just so in return i will have all of you.
So here is my heart.
I beg to be kind.
For i have been torn apart and need you to mend it.

So Love me with all you have and in return i will love you back.
This is just a little thing i ask is to just give it all you have.


7

It rains torrentially on the city
and you are not with me.
Every time that it rains my soul is filled
with melancholy and your absence is every time bigger.
Beautiful memories come to my mind, hurriedly,
sweet memories that transport me to those times
where holding hands,
we wandered under the inclement rain.
The wet paths that separated our houses.
Your body was my shelter, and mine yours!
The warmth generated by the fire of our love
kept us dry amid of the rain.
They were the times of the love in full spring!!
I remember the day of my departure, it also rained
torrentially and the rain drops were confused
with our tears.              
It also rained in our hearts that night!
Today when you are not close to my side
my sadness is every time bigger.


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At first it seemed shocking
But now the idea tickles my tongue 
And intrigues my curiosity
Beyond the ability to rationalize or resist
I want to be with you.

I want to wake each morning
In your arms
Comforted by your oddness
Seduced by your intricate knowledge of my ways.

I want to care for you 
Brush your hair
Put lotion on your soft skin
And pet you at bed time.

Watching your eyes close like a childs 
Heavy with the thousand thoughts of me that filled your day.