POETRY: MY EVERY THOUGHTS RELATES TO YOU

I don't understand why I can still feel your kiss,
even when I know you're not there...
It's like the air is possessed by you,
you?re simply everywhere...

My every thought relates to you,
whether your name, your lips, or eyes...
Now all that's left to my reality is my dreams,
and that's something I can't deny...



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For the one I love,
I yearn to grow old with thee.

For the one I love,
My love grows more and more for you each day.

For the one I love,
I pledge to thee:
  I will stand by you through thick and thin,
  I will hold you when you need to be held,
  I will cry with you,
  I will love you,

I pledge this for the one and only one I love.




3


"I don't know what I want"
I thought I wanted love
Love didn't want me
Happiness
Or even sadness
Nothing seems to fill this void
I thought
If it is not love I want
Surely it must be hate!
No
Not even a powerful feeling of hate
Filled this void of want
Song
Speech
Laughter
Nothing gets rid of want
Many times I have said
"I love you"
Each time I thought
I wouldn't loose it so easily this time
This time she loves me
Every time I thought I had it
I really didn't
Such a hard fact
One would think love will never come
But it is my faith
It will
That keeps me from giving up
Forever
I want to be love
And be loved




4


Immerse me in her,
Like a rose drowned in a vase.
   Past my eyes,
   past my forehead,
past each strand of my hair.

Let me bathe in her,
let her roll over me,
like the kissing water
of an ocean, so vast.
Let the night, the dusk,
the rays of the moon or the sun,
   disappear.

However,
let ahe infiltrate me.
As does each tune of a violin...
When she finally reaches her aim,
and seeps into my heart.
I will become that which is sweetest....

I will be her.




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Her eyes.....
Deep and dark,
Making their mark
Beautiful in every way
Brighten up my entire day

Her eyes...
Fast as a cart
Sinking my heart
Telling me to stay
I never wanna look away

Her eyes...
Absolutely Fascinating
Completely Intoxicating
Give the feeling of eternal bliss
Asking for a lasting kiss

Her eyes...
Be they moving or still
I'll follow until
As pure as a dove
Make me sure of my love.

Her eyes...




6


On a bright cloudy day,
shortly before dawn of the morning,
and at the penultimate period
of midnight solitude,
I raised my head to the sky
and shouted aloud to be heard.

Echoes of my lovely voice
were gently played back to me;
tunes of joy from heaven above
were sent through me to the world.

Rhythm and melody
that was lost to the wind
resuscitated every fiber of my being.
But the closing glee
of rehearsed fulfillment
remained unmatchable
with spontaneous accomplishments...

Scattered hope, and shattered dreams
resurfaced in moonlight reflections.
Everything remembered...
Wonderful revelations...
Tender loving feelings
of our love past.



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If tomorrow should never come,
It would be too soon.
For this night should never end,
Our night under the moon.

As we hold hands, walking all alone,
You?re the only thing on my mind.
Thoughts of me never being loved,
Are all left behind.

The moment is like a picture,
Displayed in a golden frame.
As we walk along the beach,
I?m whispering your name.

As we look into each other?s eyes,
I assure I?ll always be there.
You talk of the beauty of the sea,
But of it?s beauty, I am not aware.

But then I awaken, and remember you?re gone,
Still you?re forever in my heart.
But today just had to come,
And tear my dreams apart.


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My love for you, is so true.
                  So what else is there for me to do?
                  No matter how much I say I love you,
                  there can never be enough, for me to
                  undo!

                  When I say the three words, it's comming from
                  my heart,
                  but you never stop to think, as you always
                  glanse back to the start.
                  Why don't you hear me, and take my love in?
                  Instead you choose to shut me out
                  and I feel closed from within!


                  I tell you I love you, but you don't care
                  I tell you I need you, but you're unaware
                  I tell you I want to be with you, but you're not
                  all there.
                  I tell you I give my heart unconditionally to you,
                  and to no one else.


                  You don't know the affect you have on me
                  I'm starting to believe love can
                  really be crazy.
                  You are my one true love, the one who holds me.
                  Yet no one else could ever take me!
                  Love me like you used to, take me back to
                  your heart, as I would do anything
                  for my one true love....






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When the last spring comes and the last flower blooms,
I still won't lose my love for you...



     When the mountains break down and the oceans become dry,
you'll still be the only girl in my eyes...



     I'll love you forever, till death do us part, Baby can't
you see.....you're the only girl in my heart?!?



     And if the day ever comes when I'm not here with you,
it's only because I passed away.....but I died loving you.....



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Without you, I don't know where I would be
Without those sweet tender kisses
Without those loving words
Without you by my side
Without being able to wake up
  and stay strong through the whole day
  knowing I have you
I don't know where I would be

Without you by my side
  guiding me along life's cruel journey
I don't know where I would be
Without your arms to hold me when I cry
Without your caring words of encouragement
Without your soft touch
Without the love of my life
I don't know where I would be

If I didn't have you
  I don't know if I would be here today
You're the best thing in my life
  and I never want to lose you



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what if i said my dreams of who i have
long awaited for are starting to come true.
what if i said that is you in my dreams.
what if i said i am staring to like you.
what if i said i do like you.
what if i said i love you.
what if i asked u to marry me.
will you?
what if i said i want to make all ur dreams come true.
what if i said i can be that someone you can trust.
what if i said!!!!!!!!!!
      am i dreaming or is it what i think it is.
      have i fallen in love again?



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Beautiful lad, queen of beauty
You crawled into this lonely heart of mine
With the gentleness of invertebrate crawlers
You reached the delicate spot of my soul

When the world is weak and weary
Of the things that were and never will be
With a sense of purpose and clear vision
You make sure all is within my reach

Slow and steady you walked into me
Taking control of all that was within me
Cloud and moon, sun and stars...
All bear witness to the glory you bring

You lift me up to your lovely chest
And hold me tight to your succulent skin
You never for once let me grow cold
You didn't let grass grow under my feet



13


we enter and exit our dreams,
like the tide touching sand on the shore.
whetting our appetite for each other's love,
wanting to taste more.

"have I lost my mind," I said,
checking the mirror that was my soul,
but the only answer returned was
'seek that which is your goal'.

I knew before the question was asked
that she was my answer, and then
I exited my fitful sleep
and entered her paradise again


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When a Man Loves a Woman", it's a favorite song.
With your love beside me, I do nothing wrong.
With your eyes upon me, with your heart in mine,
the cares of this world are left easily behind.

When a man loves a woman, he finds inner peace.
A sense of belonging, a sense of release.
The future looks brighter with each passing day.
A journey together, we'll find our own way.

When a man loves a woman, for her he would do,
whatever her heart would require him to.
Nothing too simple or hard by request,
until he accomplishes the task, there's no rest.

When a man loves a woman, no one could divide,
his thoughts and feelings, deep down inside.
He's a little bit crazy, and he acts like a fool,
like a lovesick kid who is still back in school.

Don't under estimate the love of your man.
His love isn't built on some weak shifting sand.
All that he has, unto you he would give,
his life for yours, if it meant you would live.